y do i feel so not appreciated?
y m i not motivated?
m i taken for granted?
where is dignity and pride?
others make mistakes, they can afford to close 1 eye
and pretend nothing happens
the slightest mistake i made, seems serious enough to kill
i m trying my very best to get things done
but no support given by anyone
m i not trying hard enough?
i feel tired
i dragged myself everyday
my psychological committment is fading off
feelings for the people is draining off fast
my motivation has gone missing
they assume that things needed to be done by me
what are the rest doing?
my heart pains to see her
no sympathy shown
dignity shredd into pieces
the basic pride n respect for a human being can no longer be felt
wonder if this would happen to me too
these days the smallest matter can made me flare my temper
i become an angry person here
i dun like to behave this matter
this is not me at all
i m losing myself
can't take it anymore
i need to move on
before i break down
